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3rd February 2010

9:31am: I can't explain how my thought patterns work...
So, foot stuff.

On New Year's Day I started having this killer pain in my foot. It wasn't right where I had my surgery, but it was close. I made an appointment with my Orthopedic Surgeon & ended up having to have another CT. I went back last week with the films and apparently I have bone spurs along the top of my foot. The kicker is that some of them broke off and are floating and/or stuck in various places. I only had 2 options for treatment so far. One was to have injections of Steroids, a local anesthetic, & some other crap directly into the area. The other option was to go back in surgically and remove all of the loose and attached spurs. He would go in the same incision, which is on the opposite side of the foot, but he wants to make sure I don't lose any more feeling in that foot. I already have nerve damage, so I appreciate him trying to minimize that, but going in the same spot terrifies me. That scares me because A) it's surgery again & B) I know all of the problems I had after my first surgery. Plus, I found out my new insurance doesn't cover any procedures at Sparrow Hospital, which is where the surgery would have to be, so we're talking uber $$. I chose to go ahead with the injections. IT HURT SO BAD, I'm not even kidding. The first day or so was pretty uncomfortable, and while my foot still hurts, it feels 100% better than it did. Hopefully these work for awhile and I go without the surgery, but I guess only time will tell.
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1st February 2010

8:05pm: Surveeeeeeeeey... )

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27th January 2010

11:34am: What if I say I'm not like the others?
I broke my work computer, so I don't have a whole lot to do until I get a new one. Which leads me to the point of this post:

Procrastination Central )
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20th January 2010

12:06pm: And the bags are much too heavy, in my insecure condition...
I am the world's worst procrastinator. )
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1:24am: I went back to the orthopedic surgeon today because I've been having some insane pain in my foot since New Year's. I'm not sure if I did something that night & don't remember it, or if it's just been gradually building up and I didn't notice it until it was this bad. Either way, they couldn't figure out whether it was tendon or bone, so I have to go back for another CT scan. I'm supposed to get my CT date tomorrow and then f/u after that. In the meantime, I was told to take Aleve & Tylenol Arthritis and to ice it & elevate it since I won't take Darvocet.

Nikki got a puppy today. She is so frickin' adorable. I'll post pics later, but since I'm like, 9 months behind on my pics - who knows when that will be...

I did get some old ones put up tonight, though!

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5th January 2010

3:18pm: Some call it forgiveness and some call it the vengeance...
Oh LJ, I've been neglecting you so. The least I can do is a stupid survey to appease you since I want to procrastinate at work...

Ganked from Jessi a million years ago and I just got around to doing it... )
Current Music: Lupe Fiasco - Streets on Fire | Powered by Last.fm

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2nd January 2010

1:35pm: So, Nikki & I are planning on having a movie night at our house tonight. Anyone in?

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1st January 2010

2:42pm: And so starts the 2010 entertainment list!

Movies seen at the theater
Avatar 3D

Movies on DVD/Recorded
Almost Famous
The Good Girl
Gridiron Gang
Jarhead
Music & Lyrics
Red Dragon
Rumor Has It...
Tin Man

TV Series on DVD/Downloaded

Watched as aired
Dollhouse - Season 2
Jersey Shore - Season 1

Currently watching
American Idol - Season 9
Better Off Ted - Season 2
Burn Notice - Season 3
Castle - Season2
Eastwick - Season 1
Fringe - Season2
Grey's Anatomy
House
Important Things with Demetri Martin - Season 2
Intervention - Season 8
Private Practice
Ru Paul's Drag Race - Season 2

Books

CD's
Black Eyed Peas - The E.N.D.

Video Games
Guinness World Records: The Videogame (Wii)

Concerts
Lady Gaga w/ Semi-Precious Weapons & Jason Derulo

My totals for 2009 were as follows...
Movies seen at the theater - 9
Movies on DVD/Recorded - 84 (Down 162 from 2008)
TV Series on DVD/Downloaded - 11
Watched as aired - 22
Currently watching - 18
Books - 6 (I tripled 2008!)
CD's - 21
Video Games - 3
Concerts - 6

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31st December 2009

12:41am: Welp, I'm old.

Party @ 8 pm tonight (Thursday night) at my new house in Lansing.

Call (313-737-3007) or e-mail (jendaswims@gmail.com) me for directions if you're interested. Hope to see some of you there!

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26th September 2009

11:58am: Booze & pizza for whoever wants to come help with the new house today! 313.737.3007 for info.

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22nd September 2009

10:36pm: I don't think when Shaun got me hooked on Chopped, he meant to introduce me to my new boyfriend. Meet Chris Santos, my future baby daddy:


No congratulations necessary.

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14th September 2009

3:48pm: I can't wait for you...
Short update:

We're supposed to get our new closing date tomorrow. There was a fuss over some Lead-based paint that caused our date to be pushed back from September 8th, BUT now it's getting fixed without us having to pay for it. I'm so anxious, it's not even funny.

I got hired on permanently at work, so I'm no longer a contractor. Full benefits and a raise - woo-hoo!

My Papaw's heart rate dropped to 25 at the doctor's last week and they rushed him to the hospital. Oakwood took him off all of his meds and monitored him for a night before deciding to put in a pacemaker. We went to see him yesterday and it was nice. It was actually the first time they met Shaun's girls. I need to make it over there more often, I missed them. Pap's doing good, he was walking around and everything, so I'm optimistic. More later when I have more time!!

The Justin's b-day

Impression 5
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10th September 2009

10:37pm:

Marion Isaiah May-Cook is here!


(Pronounced Mah-ree-ahn, like Omarion the singer)

9/10/09 @ 5:11 pm
8 lbs. 12 oz.
20 inches long and so, so cute!

Me & baby Marion


Mommy & Marion


Big sister Ky & baby brother

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27th August 2009

11:22am: I need you to see this place...
We close on the house September 8th!

Finally!
Current Music: Incubus - Stellar | Powered by Last.fm

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20th August 2009

7:50am: Sitting here in this white padded room,
imagining I'm a meteor flying out through the distant space.
How does tiny speckle earth destroy tomorrow?
So capable of so many things,
why make life-taking planes?
But I believe, that when you lose your route,
choose the sunlight.
It could be your guide.
No more political dreams,
not another excuse.
Don't need another love song, we need a love bomb...

To just blow us away.
To freaking blow the lights out.
Turning night to day,
hear it from miles away.
A chance to make it right now,
fuck what the government say.
We gotta save some lights now,
is that OK?

Can't you see?
This is the Truman show baby.
'Cause when they fight who dies - it's you.
Oh, what if you unscrew me?
We've got the same gears and same tools.
But how you gonna catch up with your head hanging down?
What you see staring at the ground?
But I believe, even without a clue,
you've got sunlight.
And it can be your guide.
No more political dreams,
not another excuse.
Don't need another love song, we need a love bomb...

To just blow us away.
To freaking blow the lights out.
Turning night to day,
hear it from miles away.
A chance to make it right now,
fuck what the government say.
We gotta save some lights now,
is that OK?

I'm trying to un-blind a few
by removing propaganda, but
they must of used a devil superglue.
I'm trying to take a machine apart, yeah.
What I'm simply trying to do
is have the listener take a pause.
I've been down every avenue,
but everybody's good as gone.

To just blow us away.
To freaking blow the lights out.
Turning night to day,
hear it from miles away.
A chance to make it right now,
fuck what the government say.
We gotta save some lights now,
is that OK?

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19th August 2009

2:03pm: I've got to tell you something...
I'm determined to catch up on my pictures, especially since my photobucket account is full! Here's a zillion from the last oh, 9 months or so. Some are friends only, so if you don't have my pic journal added, you'll have to do that.

Christmas 2008
X-mas at the SKarnes household
1-21-09: Kim's visit from Phoenix
2-21-09: Roberto's belated birthday
3-21-09: Nikki's nose piercing & Cat's housewarming
3-28-09: Taylor & Eliza's school fair
Snakes on a blog!

Still waiting for my close date on the house. YAWN.

Camping Saturday for the first time ever. Wish me luck!

More when I feel like rambling...
Current Music: 311 - Amber | Powered by Last.fm

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15th August 2009

12:01pm: Everybody throw them 'bows, right upside your partner's nose...
Somebody please take me to this: Summer Zoomance

Pretty please?
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10th August 2009

9:32am: It's been one year since Marcus died, I can hardly believe it. Not a day goes by that I don't think about him still. We're holding a vigil tonight from 8-9 pm at East Lawn Memory Gardens in Okemos, MI. If you can't make it, please take that hour to think about your loved ones. You never know when it'll be the last day you see them. Call me (313.737.3007) or e-mail me (jendaswims@gmail.com) for directions if you want to come. We'll have some candles available, but feel free to bring your own. We'll also have magnets and bracelets available for purchase there.

We'll never forget you, Mister.

Marcus May-Cook



6/24/05 - 8/10/08



Link to purchase Magnets and to other posts about him.
Pictures from Marcus' Benefit - 11/22/08

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5th August 2009

1:06pm: I don't care where, just far...
First off, some pictures:
Kitties!
Marcus' benefit - 11/22/08

It feels like there's so much going on, but it's really a whole lot of nothing. We're still waiting to close on the house. It's in underwriting right now, so hopefully I should have a close date in a few weeks. Nikki & Gabby moved in with us a while ago. We're cramped for right now, but there will be plenty of room in the house for all of us. It's awesome having them around.

This weekend will be the 1 year anniversary of Marcus' death. I took Monday off so I can be with Mindy, it's going to be so hard. We're planning on having some sort of vigil, I hope that comes to light.

Nikki's sister is getting married Friday. We threw her a bachelorette party on Saturday night and we had a blast. There was seriously enough alcohol to KILL a small country. Awesome.

Should be a chill few weeks and then we're camping the weekend of the 22nd with the Team Sara(h) and their prospective fiances. I have so much more to say, but I'm feeling rushed right now. I can't wait to retire!!!
Current Music: Deftones - Be Quiet and Drive (Far Away) | Powered by Last.fm

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8th July 2009

1:25pm: When all that we need is just a reaction...
No real reason for an update, just didn't want to get stuck in my non-LJ rut again. We're still waiting to close on the house. We did the walk-through with the contractor on Monday. Basically what's going to happen is that any work that needs to be done will be taken care of by the contractor and then tacked onto our mortgage. There's really nothing big, just small fix-it's, flooring & carpeting. He overestimated on repairing the plumbing in case the water heater is bad and we're replacing both doors totally. His high end estimate is 7K and that only adds on $20 a month to our mortgage. WHO CARES?!?! That's nothing and it'll be worth it to not have to stress over anything. I am so, so, so excited and antsy to close. I just want to start working in there already! It's only been a month and a half since we got it, but it feels like FOREVER.

I've also been shopping for kids lately. The older I get, the more sold I am on adopting. Don't get me wrong, I'd love to have my own kids, but between Shaun & I we're looking at tens of thousands of dollars just to maybe get pregnant. Plus, I have no wish to squeeze anything out of my vagina. I figure I'm old enough that I would have gotten over that by now, but no dice. So anywho, I've been looking into everything for adoption in Michigan. I don't mean right this second, but maybe in a couple of years everything will just feel right. I've got my career, my house (almost), and a dude that I think would be there through thick & thin. The only thing that bothers me is that Shaun's family is very defined by blood & marriage. Like, there are things that I can't come to because a) I'm not a blood relative or b) I'm just a girlfriend. My family has NEVER been that way and I just don't understand it. Shaun has sworn up and down that he would love an adopted kid the same as his own children, but I'm worried that his family wouldn't. It's not going to stop me from adopting since my family would be plenty for anybody, but it makes me sad to think that they'd be missing out on things their sisters have. It would be hard enough to be adopted, let alone to be treated diffently. I don't know, just something for me to think about.

REO Speedwagon, Styx, & .38 Special tomorrow night with Shaun, Nik & Julie. Yes, I'm a hick.

4H fair Friday & Saturday with Shaun & the girls. Yep, still a hick.

I also found this article that I found pretty interesting. It seems to explain a lot of my life!
Do men really want to get married? )

And that's the unexcitement that is my life, but I wouldn't have it any other way!
Current Music: Taking Back Sunday - New American Classic | Powered by Last.fm

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1st July 2009

3:15pm: Say you'll always be there to hold me...
I've been a huge music whore lately. If you haven't checked out my community, Lyrical Diary yet, check it out. Hit the memories or tag sections and I'm sure you'll find something you like!

Okay, enough gratuitous promoting.
Current Music: SOiL - Say You Will | Powered by Last.fm

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24th June 2009

5:21pm: Take this weight off my shoulders ...
In honor of what would have been Marcus' 4th birthday, I thought I would repost about the magnets that we have available. Spread the word about responsible driving!



We're selling these for $8 if anyone is interested! They're 8" Magnets (the kind you normally see on a car). These are in loving memory of Marcus May-Cook (6.24.2005 - 8.10.2008) who passed away because of a car accident caused by an unlicensed driver. The accident occured on 8.8.08 in Lansing, MI.

We combined the following:
Dark blue ribbon = Victim's Rights
Green ribbon = Driver's Safety
White ribbon = Innocence

You can send money via paypal to jendaswims@gmail.com or checks, cash & money orders via postal mail to:

Jenda Swims
5529 Joshua St.
Apt. 8
Lansing, MI
48911

If you have any questions, don't hesitate to ask. Thanks everyone!

Older posts about Marcus:
http://jenda.livejournal.com/243729.html
http://jenda.livejournal.com/243524.html
http://jenda.livejournal.com/243423.html

Marcus' Memorial myspace
http://www.myspace.com/marcusmaycook
Current Music: dredg - Spitshine | Powered by Last.fm

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22nd June 2009

3:10pm: Everything I need is not really what I want...
Interesting article. I've thought about this subject a lot and it's nice to know I'm not crazy.

When does a couple become a family? )
Current Music: Dry Kill Logic - Rot | Powered by Last.fm

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